...the first time i cried when someone asked how the adoption is going. i never mind questions about the adoption and i still don't! :) three sweet people asked me this morning how everything was going. the first time i held back the tears until after the conversation ended. the second time my eyes filled with tears right there. (kids walking around us and my co-workers singing Christmas carols in the lobby... not really the place you want to find yourself emotional. ;) ) the third time i had pulled myself together.
i REALLY thought we would have seen our little hun-nee's face by now... by Christmas we would know what our family would look like next Christmas.
some days i'm really ok and sometimes i tell evan "i'm really grumpy about all this" and other times i just cry...
i know we are just waiting for when we will find out about our little hun-nee not if... but at times it is difficult to transfer that from my head to my heart.
so i have been reminding myself of the many ways God has shown his faithfulness and his continuous blessings...
whenever we are at our "next step" we have had the money we need, before we need it.
evan, my sweet hubby, and i get to spend more time as a family of two.
truly waiting on God
trusting HIS timing
more time to figure out how to decorate the nursery... any ideas or suggestions!?!
waiting stinks. BIG time. but, we are praying for you and waiting with you and canNOT wait until the day we rejoice with you when you first see little ezekiel's face!
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