this week begins the 17th week of being on deck...
every week that begins whether i want to or not, i think "maybe this week will be the week..." and as 5:00 on friday rolls around i consciously or subconsciously get grumpy because another week has gone by.
my heart is heavy a lot. when it is not heavy i am so grateful! but it seems like it doesn't stay that way very long.
blessings...
LOTS of prayers on our behalf
people who ask how the process is going... and are ok when i answer with tears in my eyes
friends also adopting and know how i feel without really having to say anything
seeing friends who have brought their children home
seeing pictures of friend's soon-to-be kids
money in the bank to pay for our next steps
encouraging notes, letters, and e-mails... at oh so the perfect time
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